[b] http://seamless39.posterous.com Most recent posts at [b] posterous.com Fri, 28 Oct 2011 08:31:00 -0700 The anti-inevitable. http://seamless39.posterous.com/77609788 http://seamless39.posterous.com/77609788

Isis happens to be due in thirty days. Am I ready? Of course not.

First things first: we need a new place. There's no space here.

I need supplies.

I need to make sure my baby Tristan is set for the year also.

Then I need to find a job.

The hardest part so far, however, is this: How do you keep the person you love from doing dumb things when he's lived his whole life doing dumb things and he doesnt wanna stop?

The answer, I know, is you cant. So whats to be done from here? 

When the dumb things your partner does ruins your quality of life, do you eliminate the problem or wait for change?

Change doesnt come. I know, I just know.

Meanwhile I'd like to comment that watching my sister-in-law's ex crying in the kitchen last night was outstanding.

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Sat, 15 Oct 2011 18:27:00 -0700 Writing is my Jesus.? http://seamless39.posterous.com/writing-is-my-jesus http://seamless39.posterous.com/writing-is-my-jesus

A lot of people use this imaginary Jesus figure as a crutch. Some people only believe in him when they need him, during a personal crisis such as near-death or jail, etc. Sometimes I use writing as my Jesus.

This didnt help me any today.

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Wed, 07 Sep 2011 13:59:00 -0700 I got my husband back http://seamless39.posterous.com/i-got-my-husband-back http://seamless39.posterous.com/i-got-my-husband-back

Sometimes innocent people go to prison. In this case, he did not. Hooray for justice.

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Sat, 20 Aug 2011 20:17:00 -0700 TGIF? http://seamless39.posterous.com/tgif http://seamless39.posterous.com/tgif

It's Friday night. Normal people are out having lives. I'm keeping an eye on six kids so that some normal people can have their lives. Watching six kids and making a mental countdown of the days til my husbands court date. September 6th this BS supposably goes to trial. I doubt it; the state prosecution has much more important things to do than track down flaky witnesses or find some imaginary evidence linking Tomas to something that never happened. 

I found out I'm having a girl. She's going to be gorgeous, I can't imagine now but I just know. I'm simply ecstatic; I dont think I'll be this excited for my own wedding, Though when I see that ring and hear those words, I'm going to freak the fuck out.

http://seamless39.webs.com

Its in progress.

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Wed, 17 Aug 2011 16:29:00 -0700 postey toastey http://seamless39.posterous.com/postey-toastey http://seamless39.posterous.com/postey-toastey

I should make this quick, as my sixteen month old son is prone to climbing out of anything he can fit in, including the high chair in the kitchen. I'm liking this posterous site; personally I was searching for something I could just ramble in and still hold a bit of privacy. Rambling is good for me.

It's hard lately; Tomas, my husband of 2 years and 3 months, is in Bexas County Jail's custody. The circumstances are horrendous, I can't get into all that now because I just dont have the time. We've since lost our awesome home, our family pet and any faith I had left that things might just work out for us here in Texas. Oh boy was I wrong.

Good news is the attorney is working on potentially getting the case dismissed. Its only been two months, but its painful and I need my husband home.

Friday I have an appointment finally for an OB/GYN. I'm past five months pregnant with our second baby, and have yet to receive any prenatal care. Yeah so this appointment is quite important.

Well, I must be going.

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